This is me in the morning, basically saying how I came to be. I wanted to be as real to myself as possible. Of course I want to change. I want to better myself. I have to start somewhere. This is my starting point in the morning. This is what goes down when I get out of bed. I hope someone learns from me so that they don't become a bum themselves. I hope, even I, learn from myself so that my future self won't be a bum.