Sunday, March 27, 2016

Paycheck to Paycheck Player

Well, I think this is the biggest paycheck I've ever received before in my entire life for 2 weeks of work.  No, I'm not a doctor.  No, I'm not a pharmacist.  No, I don't care enough to be over educated.  Do I have the potential to do more?  Do I have the potential to make more money?  Do I care whatever everyone else makes?  I believe this is the closest of my full potential I've ever reached.  It's exceptionally impressive in terms of the homelessness.  

Are you ready to know the truth?  If you are, you are ready to open your own business.  You register your own company and name as an LLC, LegalZoom.  Are you really ready?   The thing is companies involve more than one person.  As a result, it's just not you all the time.  You need to think about who's going to fund you, your investors, your customers, your product/services, identify your company's mission, etc.  If you don't have a clear business plan or direction, you might as well just continue to sleep on your couch and watch TV.  So how do you even start?  How do you manage to get off your couch and start doing something big?  First, you have to select something you actually like or have passion about.  You cannot just go balls deep into something that just churns out money like crack cocaine.  In the long run, you won't care anymore unless you have genuine interest in the field of whatever it is you're passionate about.  It's much easier to wake up to something you know you like as opposed to dreading with all hell.  Do the things you like always equate to making money?  We all know the answers to that is simply "Hell no".  If you can't find anything you have extreme interest or even curiosity in for that matter you're screwed!  You'll become a paycheck to paycheck player.  People continue to do whatever just to get things done for that biweekly paycheck.  This is exactly why I hate public schools.  They try to make a cookie cutter sheet that works for everyone.  Guess what?  The real world doesn't care if you're a well rounded individual.  All your potential customers and clients care about is your specialization skills.  People want someone who has a specialty, not a jack of all trades.  You can be into whatever, and they'll pay you for it!  What they won't pay you for is being a cookie cutter.  "Sheep" as they would call it are just the people who lineup in front of the Apple Store whenever a new iphone comes out.  Iphones are great and all, but you have to be a fool to be paying full price whenever a new one comes out.  I know I would rather wait for a sale or the prices to drop down.  As you can see, everyone is different:  No two snow flakes are alike.

Books!?  I need to know more and to learn, but how?  I need books!  I need to play more audio books using youtube or even Amazon audiobooks.  For the love of God, I need to know more!  Will I ever change?  Will I ever not feel like a bum?  Will I ever be someone?  Will I ever amount to anything?  "Read everything" is something I've heard a lot of the white people say.  Whatever works I guess.  It appears as though white people have a lot of money and are well off in comparison to everyone else.  I'm not sure why so many people have adopted the YOLO approach to life but there remains a handful of people who continue to believe in hard work and persistence.  It's not easy.  It's hard to start your own company.  It's hard to maintain the job you have now.  It's even hard for just about anyone to land a new job these days.  So what's the solution?  You have to experiment!  You have to open your mind!  You can't just try one thing.  For example:


I'm continuing to making addons to my underground hobby cartel.  I've added plastic storage containers to protect and hold new cargo.  The boxes stack on top of each other nicely and save a lot of space and headache trying to find and sort things out.  I want space saving, organization, and ease of access to products on hand whenever a customer wants to buy something.  I see my new ways of doing things a vast improvement than when I started.  I've come a long way since just throwing things on a shelf.  Like anything you do in life, things will get easier if you keep on doing it.

Thank you for reading!  I have a full work week ahead of me starting Monday.  I don't think much will change except I'm bringing my Amazon Audiobooks with me on the road.  Hopefully, I can just "download" books and knowledge into my brain without actually have to read.  Thanks to technology, I can just listen to books on audio.  Hopefully, I can get access to a lot of the freebies out there.  Some stuff I may have to pay for, but it's worth it.  Yes, I am happy to spend money on books and knowledge to support the community.  If I didn't give a crap, I would just get everything for free.  Yes, I do get a lot of stuff for free; but perhaps it's a sign I should change.  Maybe, the little dollar or two I spend on books can contribute and help out someone else as well.  Although I will always hold on to being cheap, stingy, and free stuff, one day I believe I can change.  When I'm ready to give back, I will.  When I've achieved my own success, I will give back.  "Give something back" Arnold Schwarzenegger once said.  I just know I will enjoy those books on audio!  

Sunday, March 20, 2016

Zero Page Views - Welcome to the Reality

Do I really deserve 0 page views?  I haven't gotten a single page view in the last few days.  I guess I'm pretty much worthless to the rest of the world, huh?  Talk about being a lazy bum.  Yup, that is definitely me.  This is what happens when you don't care.  Minimum effort equals minimum wage.  My way of doing things often leads to nothing else but a quiet life.  In some cases it's bad.  In others, it is good.  I'm a quiet person, so it's good for me.  If my way of doing things always equates to having very little or no audience it can be a problem, especially when I need some dough to pay down my child support at the end of the month.  But what is a quiet person to do?  What are introverts to do if audience just come in for wild entertainment and cheap thrills.  Why in God's name would anyone visit a lazy bum who doesn't care?

I guess I can do a better job uploading some stuff on youtube.  I did shoot some footage of me just walking around in New York City.  I was a bit camera shy about people looking at me oddly on the streets while filming with a selfie stick.  At the end of the day, no one really cares.  Maybe an old person will be pissed off but that's about it.  Everyone else is busy with their lives.  I don't even want to care the vast majority of the time.  There are people who do care, but I want no attention to "those people".  They will raise their voice, they will approach you, they may even enforce their ideology or laws on you.  I'm just lazying around like "Who the hell cares?".  I sure as hell know I want give a flying f*ck.

Am I trying to be known?  Am I trying to publicize myself?  Do I even have what it takes?  Nope, I'm pretty sure I'm a bum.  No, I don't care.  No, I don't want to care.  No, I don't want to waste my time.  No, I didn't make money off of making people laugh.  No, I don't make money entertaining people.  It takes quality time and people to attract enough of an audience to make something worthwhile.  Here I am just lazing around.  Do this!  Do that!  Whatever the hell, I don't care.  It takes work.  Work on the weekends?  Work on a Sunday?  Are you mad!?  That is when people are the most lazy of all days.  So you see, you need someone who is very energetic, positive, and has social skills.  If you are lacking in one of those areas, you pretty much end up doing your own thing with very little or no audience spectating whatever it is you're trying to sell them.  Marketing, networking, and sales always go hand and hand.  It's a lot of hard work and networking.  Only a few may ever be interested.  It's like pushing up a bolder up a hill, but once it starts rolling it has enough momentum to keep going for the long run.

Zero page view, zero likes, your name is Zero.  Welcome to the reality.  Welcome to the real world.  Unless you take the small steps, unless you put in the effort, unless you put in the time no one will care.  No, I'm not talking about that annoying old lady who has nothing else better to do.  I'm talking about a real audience.  I'm talking about real spectators.  I'm talking about people who have real interest.  You can't fake these things.  You can't pretend.  This isn't school.  It's real life.  If you don't learn or try new things to improve on your trade, you'll remain at the bottom of the hill with that giant bolder.

Thank you for coming!  Seeing how no one has visited in quite a while, I appreciate all the views I can get.  Desperate for attention, I keep posting and post hoping that I will attract an audience out there no matter how large or small.

Saturday, March 12, 2016

Weekend Hype

How many times have you said you wanted the weekend to come, but when it's finally here you're not in the mood to go out or do anything exciting you wanted to?  Well, I'm always super excited for time off but when it comes I just laze around the home for the most part.  Yes, it's early in the morning and it is up to me to decide what to do on this great Saturday!  Do I spent my time at home?  Do I go to the mall and have fun?  Should I go to the library?  I have the whole day to do whatever but here I am at home just blogging like a lazy fat cat who never does anything outside my own routine schedule.  We should all take time to take off, relax, or have fun.  Everything in moderation.

I guess I'll go drag myself to the mall today, maybe.  I need to just get out of here, but which mall do I go to?  Do I just go to the most closest mall or do I drive out an hour or two and go explore an exciting new mall I've never been too before?  What's with this "the mall" experience anyways?  Do I really just want to go to the mall for no reason?  What am I interested in shopping for?  What are my goals?  What are my desires?  Am I there to buy clothes that I don't wear?  Am I there to just aimlessly walk around and buy munchies?  It's not fun if you just go alone.  There doesn't even seem to be any good sales at this time of year nor am I interested in buying anything.  At the heart of it, I guess I'm looking for knowledge.  Instead of the mall, maybe a library would suit my needs better.  Instead of "going to the mall" like what everyone else does, I guess I'll go stroll to the closest library that doesn't suck.  Libraries are always cool as you do not have to spend money on reading material or media.  It's a great way to save time and money.  Acquiring knowledge about business or finance is enjoyable to me.  Yes, I want to make more money.  Yes, I will go out and do the things I need to make that money.  Long story short, going to the library and enjoying my time there catching up on my reading is a much better decision than loathing around at the mall.

Your level of wanting things and desire to learn is much more important than any material good.  "I want to learn" or "I am curious" is much more powerful than going around and buying things you can't afford.   Your attitude towards life is so much more important than the bullshit the education system has tried enforcing.  You learn because you have a deep understanding and desire to learn; not because you have to take some dumb standardized test to compare you with others around the globe.  Tests cost money, people have the jobs in association with whatever it takes for the tests to come about, everyone wants to do good on these tests, no one really wants to care, jobs that people hate are created, government money is thrown around like water, and the bullshit of out education system continues to churn out citizens who need government assistance to pay child support at the end of each month.  We all know our education system here in America is corrupt and doesn't work.  If the country is in debt over 1 trillion dollars, we should all be doctors and lawyers by now!  Unfortunately, that is far from the case.  Long story short, the education system is obviously broken.  It doesn't work economically and just benefits the few.  I sure as hell don't want to be walking around with debt nor do I want to be worked like a slave for the rest of my life just to pay off all that God forsaken debt.

Without further a due, it's up to me to have fun today.  There was even a funeral today which I didn't want to go.  I don't want that kind of atmosphere to bring my spirits down.  Funerals suck.  Don't invite me to no funeral.  Going to a funeral is a God awful experience.  You don't want me at no funeral.  Yes, people die all the time but don't make it any worse by worrying all the time.  Women worry too much about things like this.  As a male family member, I sure as hell don't give a damn.  I don't have the capacity to care.  I DON'T CARE.  Yikes, I was on vacation once and all the women family members kept worrying about going out at night and dying somewhere.  It was such a waste of time to be worrying on vacation.  Men don't worry about getting raped.  Women worry all the time for just about everything.  It's embarrassing.  It makes me just want to leave.  There's no logic or science behind it, women just worry themselves and everyone around them to the point you should want to get the hell out of there.  Just thinking about it makes me want to run off.  Well, I'm out of here.  I hope you all have a fun weekend.

Thank you for reading!  I hope to post next time.


Sunday, March 6, 2016

Walk With Me - 2016

Here's a recent update of my life.  No, it's not fancy; but I got it to upload.  Hell, my editing skills have downgraded since I haven't been doing any video footage recently.  Yes, I've been thinking about it; but I hadn't been doing anything about it.  Nothing new; just my same old life.  I guess I'm just giving a brief about what's going on.  We all don't live in the same time and location, so I'm offering something new to people out there.  This is America; and I'm introducing to you guys what it's like.  Surprisingly, there are no dead bodies or starving people around.  It's actually quite nice.  It's not Switzerland or anything European but it's okay.  I'm about the blackest person here so there's not much to fear.

Tomorrow, I will be going back to work,  my 9-5 just like everyone else.  There's nothing out of the ordinary to be honest.  I'm sure there are some of you who live much more exciting lives.  I'm not here to run a muck or start a revolution.  I feel trapped in the old ways of parents and society like the vast majority of people.  Should I do something different, I would really have to spend the time and money.  Unfortunately, there's not much time or money to be doing these crazy things.  I have come close to respecting life as it is.  There's no amount of force I can do to change things.  I was not born with any particular kind of talent as far as I know.  I'm just as lazy and dumb as the rest of the world.  If anything, I can eat whatever I want without getting fat.  I'm super skinny.  That's the only super power I know that I have.  In any event, I hope my video gets more than 1 or 2 views.  Who knows?  Well, my video quality blows.  If it wasn't for my crappy Verizon DSL line, I would be streaming games online and better video quality.  Unfortunately, high-speed internet hasn't hit my building complex.  They have to install million dollar cable wires for that to happen.  Well, I'll just use whatever I have at the moment to the best of my abilities.

Yes, I will be working tomorrow.  I will feel the grind.  It will be cold outside.  The mornings are harsh.  I will sleep a bit earlier and wake up feel like a truck just hit me.  This is just how life is for me.  If I could rocket ship my way out of bed, I would.  Unfortunately that has rarely ever been the case.  I just do whatever I can.  There will be patients tomorrow.  Clients, customers, audience, students, patients, whatever you want to call them is a part of business.  I need to eat; I need to survive.  "You won't survive" should you think you're above it all.  You have to be constantly learning and growing all the time.  I have reestablished my bookshelf in working order.  I think I'll be reading a book every so often now.  I think there's much more out there for me to learn instead of being lazy and fat.  Thank you for dropping by.  I hope you all have a great week!