Saturday, April 30, 2016

Google Android Plush Review

Without pulling anything funny, here is my toy review for the Google Android Plush by ThinkGeek.  It's very straight forward.  I'm not going to bullsh*t my viewers.  I'm just going to give you the raw details about what customers want to buy.  Hopefully, this will work.  By working, I mean attract viewers.  I don't expect a miracle, but I did do a better job updating the video quality.  I also uploaded the video and edited a tad bit; not a lot but just enough to get by.  This is in my basement.  At this point I'm willing to try anything that works.

Thank you for your much needed support or just random blog walking!

Back to the Drawing Board

Yes, I am in search of my own business once again.  Let's cut to the chase.  Life is hard enough as it already is, and I need a business model that actually works.  The rules are simple:  No spending thousands of dollars on some school.  To keep it short, I'm going to spend more time making and editing my video footage.  I understand I will never make it anywhere I want to be at if I just keep listening to what everyone else says.  No one wants me to be a famous author, movie producer, or anything for that matter.  The most anyone else wants for me is to just have a normal 9-5 job.  Well, I have news for you.  I don't want to be like everyone else.  I will not get famous or get rich overnight.  Hell, I probably won't even get more than 1000 views, but I am learning more about filming and editing.  I welcome you to the first stage of my development.  No one really cares how hard it is when you first start out.  People just want whatever the product is.  They have no idea of the backstage, rehearsal, or the training that is involved in making something great.  Whatever it is that is produced probably took a lot of time and effort no matter how big or small.  Give credit where it is do.  Persistence is trying a million times and failing, but you still keep on trying.  Learning from your mistakes and failures is the best teacher you'll ever find.  Audience and subscribers come and go, but you'll keep on learning.    

The most views I've gotten so far was for my toy/hobby shop.  Guess what the pros do?  They double down on what works!  So the philosophy and how hard you have to work to make it in life is absolute garbage.  People don't want to know about my bullsh*t about keeping up with the Kardashians.  People don't want to know about my "How to" videos.  People don't want me informing them about random life hacks.  People don't want me to show them exercise videos.  My audience is dumb.  They just want me to review some Hasbro toy.  People want to be entertained, not informed.  Do you think it's funny for me to introduce you to a physics or calculus class on your free time!?  No, math and science is BORING.  People are watching your youtube videos for funnies and entertainment!  Unless you're Bill Nye the Science Guy or Peewee Herman, you're not going to be attracting no one.  You really need to step up your game and create a character for yourself.  You can't just go all in on the fact that you're "some guy".  Cat videos are a great example of how the law of attraction works.  The most dumbest things out there are just for the soul purpose of bringing  pure entertainment and joy to the audience.  Half the time, they don't' care about being informed, educated, or learn new ways of making money.  The audience just wants to be entertained!  A lot of people are just going to say "whatever" to what you're trying to say.  Instead, try and show them "the product".  They maybe interested in buying something.  Guess what?  That's all!  They just want to buy something, so now you can be as informative as to what they're interested in buying!  You get in and get out!  Do not waste the customer's time!

I kid you not.  These people will not give a crap unless it's cute, funny, or just dumb as all hell.  You want page views right?  You want audience right!?  You want sales right!  It has to be entertaining!  It has to be something people are interested in buying.  The picture has to make sense to them.  If it doesn't make any sense whatsoever, your best bet is cat videos or Kim Kardashian's big booty.  I don't have all the time and energy in the world.  I have to act fast.  I have to act now.  If I don't do these things now, guess what?  I just end up back where I started from.  Judging my my youtube statistics, I have a lot of work to catch up!  Those kidz of mine are going to be starving!  I'm making $0.  Yes, I'm a college graduate of Rutgers, a state funded school of Ivy League status.  No, it doesn't benefit me at all that I graduated college in terms of making bunk.  If you guys keep thinking that college will do you justice, it doesn't.  The proof is here.  I'm the product of this whole "you need to go to college" generation.  What you really need is strong interest and passion for a particular field, beyond that is talent.  Don't fall into the whole "you need to go to college" trap.  School is not for everyone.  What else can I say?  I know life is tough.  I know I can't get those views if I don't try harder.  I know I'll just stagnate and be the same if I don't continue learning or try new things.  I know I need to keep posting and producing more original content.  If I don't do anything for myself, who else will?

Thanks for reading!  I hope to see you next time.  I sure as hell hope I'll talk less and do more by that time!


Sunday, April 24, 2016


Yup, my weekend is gone yet again.  Having to work tomorrow will have you wish you were born a trust fund baby.  Unfortunately, this is real life and family members suffer from greed, selfishness, ignorance, and just an all around not giving a f*ck.  Our ancestors and grandparents were only out there to survive.  Things like life insurance and trust funds probably didn't exist back then.  Even if they did exist to the normal person, no one would be smart enough to cooperate and coordinate the whole thing well enough without all the funds vanishing in thin air.  They had no internet.  They only knew English as a second language.  Who really gave a crap or enforce the law regarding trust funds and life insurance?  The smartest thing to do was to just hide cash under the mattress.  No one could see the future or even cared.  It was always about the constant need for shelter, food, and water.  Well, we are here in the present now.  People still struggle with having no life insurance, health insurance, trust funds, or anything for that matter.  We are still pretty God damn ignorant if you ask me.  Blinded by their own arrogance and ego, family members may not even care about the financial future and live as though there's no tomorrow.

So we are basically left here to toil and work.  Long gone are our ancestors, but here we are arming ourselves for another dreaded week of working.  Don't blame the past.  They had their own fair share of sh*t to deal with while they were alive.  We continue to march.  We continue to live.  We continue to dream.  We continue to hope.  You have to pay if you want to play.  If it comes down to it, you'll even have to pay to win.  

  Thank you for reading.  I hope to see you next week sometime when I'm off.      


Saturday, April 23, 2016

Weekend Mornings

I would like to believe in a world that doesn't have to work on the weekend unless you have to.  I sure as hell know I don't want to work on the weekends.  No one wants to work, but they do it for that biweekly paycheck.  Blessed is the one who actually wants to work despite of their economic wealth and/or power.  I guess you should get to the point where working actually feels like fun and your more than happy to do the job.  Unfortunately, I'm not sure if it's inside any of us.  To feel radiant joy while working as though you just won the lottery is like a diamond in the rough.  If that was the case it wouldn't be called work.  If working brought people the happiness and fulfillment in life it may actually be called something else like a vacation or retirement.  We are here to work.  We are here to get things done.  You've have heard it over and over again.  The two parallel dimensions where you are to become a star and achieve your own success, or work for some big company that no one will ever give two sh*ts about you but you give you that steady biweekly paycheck.  It is argued that all you really need is to get those  x amounts of days off every week and it's somehow fair.  You can do whatever you want on your time off, but when you have to go back to work you have to face the music.  If I earned $200 everyday off of internet popup ads and random commercial sponsors, I probably wouldn't need a day job.  But let's face it, we all need to work.  It takes star power for people to be clicking on your popup ads.  If your product is really that good or worth a look, random people will take interest in it.  If your product is sh*t, you won't be getting enough clicks to feed yourself.  Get a computer science degree?  Get a math degree?  Get an engineering degree?  All those cost money.  Making money takes effort and time.  It's always about pushing through the week and churning out the butter.  We are all cogs in the machine.  It is argued that there is much value and appreciation to the rat race we all find ourselves in.  Perhaps people find something they like doing, staying out of trouble, making a living, being able to feed their family, ect.  

This cycle keeps going on for years until I start doing something different, something else like thinking outside of the box; but what if this is my limit?  What if I can't perform anymore than what I'm already doing now?  Why isn't a biweekly paycheck ever enough?  Why must we keep on going trying to exploit the system and keep churning that butter?  Yes, I'm interested in churning out more butter and making more bacon and egg.  I don't argue that I'm greedy as hell just like big industrial companies, but I'm not willing to go the extra mile and do the work for it.  Like all things, it takes a lot of time and effort from different people and organizations other than yourself.  In business, it's not just yourself you are dealing with it's other people.  It's always like I just go back to where I started from.  I'm not sure this is either a good thing or a bad thing.  You need a product and you need someone buying it, not to mention marketing efforts.  Is this what your customers want?  Is that what your customers want?  What is your target audience?  Who is your product for?  These are just some of the many important, basic questions you'll need to grasp before moving to the next step.  Yes, it takes a lot of time and effort like everything else we try and do.  Only a few percentage of businesses ever survive beyond the first year.  A lot of business and people who start their own gig loose their place real fast to rising rent costs, building maintenance costs, lack of revenue etc.  So you really need to know who your customers are.  You might be able to spray and prey and attract all kinds of random customers if you're lucky.  Most of the time, you really need a target audience or it'll be like throwing money out of the window.  

The morning is almost over, and I've accomplished nothing.  This is all the time I get.  There's only 1 Saturday morning every week.  It's a special time, but I never do anything.  I guess this is just who I am.  I guess this is all I'm worth.  Doing nothing on Saturday mornings is my thing.  Wishing and dreaming about doing things on a Saturday mornings is my thing.  Why not just create a cheesy video about it?  When else would I have time to be doing anything.  You have to do it sometime!  You can't just keep dreaming and hoping for the best sitting on your ass!  Who knows what next Saturday will bring?  It's just that everyday kind of thing we all keep doing, nothing.  I sure hopes one of us gets something more than nothing accomplished.  I will be waiting for myself to get to that point or maybe my biweekly paycheck is more than enough to satisfy my taste for living a life and fulfilling my dreams.

Thank you for reading!  I hope to see you next time.  


Friday, April 22, 2016

Tired and Sleepy

When all is said and done at the end of the day, all you will ever want to do is collapse in your bed and doze off.  Yes, this happens every night you know you've been busy.  It's an unnecessary evil.  Some may say it's even a blessing.  Ultimately, you want to be able to sleep at the end of the day knowing that tomorrow will be good to go.  As one can infer, I don't like taking giant risks that will leave me sleeping outside on the bench outside in the park outside where it is freezing.  At the same time, without risk there's also very little chances of obtaining greatness.  You only take big risks if there's a shot at being great.  As for me, I don't see anything groundbreaking at this time that's worth anymore time and effort putting into.  I just accept things as they are.  Hopefully, there's some genius out there who has the time and money to create new incredible things for the society as a whole.  That special someone or someones is definitely not me.  I'm just there to sit back and enjoy the ride.  It's clear that my game will never be up to par with the pros out there.  Sorry, I just don't feel it happening anytime soon.  You need to be born into this or that to get ahead in life.  Statistically speaking, more successful people have been actually grown from poor families.  They know the value and importance of hard work, period.  They know there's no other way around.  If they don't know, life will teach them along the way.  On the other hand, the rich often get spoiled all too quickly; take drugs; and have early adopted rehab problems.  At the heart of it, everyone is responsible for their own life choices and decisions that they make.

Quite frankly, I choose not to care A LOT OF TIMES.  It makes my life a lot easier.  The less you care about this or that, the less work you'll end up be doing.  I don't want to worry.  I don't want to stress.  I don't like chasing people around.  I don't have the time of day for any of that sh*t.  Ignorance is bliss, but knowledge is freedom.  There's also the I DON'T CARE.  It will pass.
So what do people have time for anyways?  What makes people care?  Aside from money issues, people care about the environment they're in and the level of stress they're under at the money.  People want to be in nice places and buildings.  People want to be healthy.  So you have a nice environment and being healthy.  These are the two things people will agree that they do give a sh*t about.  No one wants to be sick and no one wants to be living in the ghetto in some hell hole.  As a result, people are more than happy to spend their money on healthcare and/or a new home for themselves.  There you go, the top two most safest best for the economy:  Real estate and healthcare. In a nut shell money should be spent on healthcare or real estate.  Buy and fix/resell houses or take care of people.  It sounds so simple but like everything else it's a big challenge.        

After you figure things out, work through the grind, you get to go to bed at the end of the day.   Screw everything and just plop down straight to bed.  No loans or bills to worry about; just go straight to bed.  Three meals a day and paying down the bills that's all there is to it.  You don't have to make anything harder than it should be.  If it gets anymore complicated than that someone or something needs to be removed from your life.  No, you don't need anymore drama.  No, you don't need anymore baggage.  You just need to go to sleep.  Sleep is good.  Sleep is a blessing.
Good night all.  I hope you come join me again real soon.  

Saturday, April 16, 2016

Free Guest Pass

Well, I made it to the new gym.  I did the research before hand and came out with a free guest pass for 3 days.  Surprisingly, they didn't have a super team of salesmen trying to ram bills up my ass the moment they signed me in.  No, I didn't have to do anything ridiculous.  No, I didn't pay money.  All I had to do was talk to the lady at the front desk for a brief moment.  As long as they scanned my guest pass and present my driver's idea, everything was fine.  Yes, the gym was brand new.  They did have a pool, hot tub, and even sauna,  It was nice and big.  They even provide you with lockers.  No, they don't have towels, mouth wash, bags, cleaning wipes, or any extras.  There are no extra freebies.  The treadmills and bikes all have their own individual televisions.  They have a wide range of equipment, free weights, machines, medicine balls, and just about everything else.  It's clean, it big, and it's new.  For  the $100 signup fee and $30 a month, it's not that bad.  Like all gyms, they probably won't stop billing you even if you quit.  There have been thousands of cases where they don't let you go without paying extra.  Yes, it's a pain in the ass.  Big corporations don't anything else except making money.  It's like this in all gyms so be advised.  If you signup, they will want your money even after you quit.

I had a great experience.  It was nice taking my time and doing my thing at the gym.  I got to workout my arms, back, shoulders, abs, chest, legs, quads, wrists, biceps, calves, etc.  I even got to swim and use the hot tub.  The point is that I got to do whatever I wanted with my weekend time off from work.  I didn't have to deal with people bothering me to get things done or whatever.  Unfortunately, I'm not much of a people person.  Not everyone is a beautiful girl out there.  In fact, a lot of people are not even about the look.  Therefore it's all about the ability to communicate.  If you can't get the word out or express yourself within the means of other peoples' tolerance level, you're going to run into conflict.  I don't want no conflict or crazy shit going on most of the time.  Sometimes it's best just to keep quiet and do your own thing to get your money's worth.

You can do whatever you want at the gym, but what is important is the recovery period.  You need to get your protein in!  Instead of getting something cheap at the local buffet or ShopRite, I drove straight to the nearest Chipotle.  I order the salad bowl with 2 wraps on the side, chicken, and guacamole to max out my money's worth.  Yes, you can get 2 wraps with a salad bowl!  You get the best of both worlds!  You don't just get the wrap; you get the salad too!  Well, the total comes out around $10; depending on if you want the chips.  The company has faced charges in the past but that doesn't stop me.  They advertise quality food without the use of chemicals and how organic their food is.  I trust them to some degree, but all corporations are evil to some extent.  None the less, I'm happy with the value I get from a $10 meal as opposed to feeling bloated and fat after a cheap, Chinese American buffet.

So as an experienced homeless would I be paying this gym membership?  Well, I have a "free" gym I that's right down my townhouse complex right now.   I felt that I wasn't on top of my game and that the gym is just equipment.  You really need the person behind it.  You need the mentality.  You need the experience.  You need the leadership skills.  It has very little or nothing to do about the gym itself.  It's about investing yourself.

So tired, I'm going to bed.  I don't know if I'll wake up.

Thank you for reading!  Come next time!

Sunday, April 10, 2016


My Rutgers University tuition has been finally paid off.  It took a lot of time.  It took a lot patience.  It took a lot out of me.  It took a lot of learning.  It took a lot of experience.  Family and friends have aged over the years!  I was once young.  The people around me were young!  Wrinkles!  Face lifts!  Teeth!  Jesus Christ, was all of this college education worth it!?  All of this time and money thrown into the hands of administrators you hardly know.  Other than my relatively low cost of $14,141.50, state college is not worth it.  No, it's not worth it.  You did not read this incorrectly.  College is just not worth it these days.  Unless you're a rocket scientist, you're never going to amount to anything with a college degree.  It only caters to those with nothing else but money or those willing to go deep under debt.  It's nothing else but a "pay to win" game.  To play, you have to pay.

Long story short, I would recommend community college and/or vocational school.  They offer great financial aid packages to individuals from low income families.  I don't have the time to start earning money when I'm eight or twelve years into my doctorate.  The bottom line is that no one really cares unless you're paying a lot of money for tuition.  The teachers and professors really, really don't give a damn about you or your grades.  As long as those in power are making money, they don't care!  Ultimately, you're just competing for a piece of paper.  It's absolutely bullshit!  America is in $1.2 trillion dollars in debt just from student loans!  You can't be serious!?  We would all be doctors and lawyers by now if the system was actually working.  I know I'm not going to be doing anything to solve this debt crisis.  I don't care enough nor do I have the power/money to ever give a damn.  Please do not waste anymore of my time trying to sell me "college".

I do believe in spending money to get specialized the nontraditional "college" way.  It has to be very specific or it's absolutely garbage.  You might as well major in business if you don't know where to go.  You can end up selling used cars for all I know or television box services.  You need to be able to visualize actually who you want to be and what you're going to do.  If you can't do that, you're just going to be desperately trying to find any job just to earn a paycheck.  With all said and done, I paid off my college tuition and I'm happy.  Be careful falling into the "college" trap.  I don't like walking around with debt.  I don't like being forced to go to school.  I don't want any of that bullshit.  Thank God, I'm free of student debt.  I am moving forward and not looking back to pile up more student debt.  Hard work and persistence is all that will prevail at the end of the day.

Thank you for reading!  I hope I've touched and opened your hearts to what is horribly wrong with the education system.  I don't like student debt nor do I wish it on others.  Do anything that'll get you out of having to owe anyone anything.  See you next time!            

Join A Gym

Now that I'm older and a bit wiser, I know that health is one of the top things on all people's list.  Yes, I've tried a lot of different things and have narrowed down my decisions as where I should allocate my time to make the best use of my money.  No, I will probably not be famous making movies or winning the lottery anytime soon.  All those things cost super amounts of money and/or resources that normal people just don't have access to.  Try to find angel investors on some crowdfunding sites like kickstarter or gofundme if you're super confident about your product or don't try at all.  Do or don't do; there is no such thing as trying.  As for me just forget about all the bullsh*t and just head for the bear necessities.  People want to be healthy regardless of fame or fortune.  I don't know much about being famous or having a lot of money, but I do know that regular people can be healthy and fit.  The quickest way to do that is by working out on a regular basis.  Only after you've built your confidence level high enough should you be spending money on a real gym.  No, I didn't know about the significant meaning of discipline and keeping a regular schedule when I first began.  It was only after trial and error did I realize the significant importance of maintaining a routine schedule.  Now that I'm done with college and don't have anywhere else to turn to for a cheap solution for a swimming pool and fitness center, I have to start paying if I want to continue those premiums.  No, I don't want to be spending $100 a month.  I only have Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays.  I rarely ever work and go to the gym on the same day.  I just feel that I don't have enough time. I know that super successful people go to the gym early in the morning, get their workout in, shower, eat, and start work in a snap!  I just feel as though I can't wake up that early in the morning!  I've tried waking up early in the morning and it never seems to work.  I just fall back asleep again!  Again and again, all I do is go back to sleep.  My body just wants to sleep as much as it can until I can get up naturally.  Head straight to the car, drive 15 minutes to the gym, and workout in 5AM - 6AM - 7AM in the morning!  Are you crazy!?  My body never gets up that early.  I just need a lot of sleep for whatever reason.  I also feel that like I can get away with it.  If I don't have to wake up so early, why even bother!?  I mean, I really feel like sleeping away the morning if I can.  If I'm not forced to wake up that early, I don't need to get out of bed.  Seriously, everyone keeps emphasizing on the importance of waking up early and getting a workout in.  Quite frankly, it just doesn't work for me!?  Look, if I had all these powers I would be someone BIG by now.  Unfortunately, I'm just like everyone else.  I'm fat, lazy, and just don't care enough.

I don't know, maybe going to the gym before my work shift at 11AM would do me good.  Maybe, it'll make my day go by faster.  Maybe, I'll like my job better and feel less moody.  I would like that, a lot.  Maybe there can be more to my life that isn't just bad.  Maybe if I pay to win the mornings will feel exciting for once!  Maybe going to the gym in the morning will make me feel good!?  Then again, this is me we're talking about.  All this leads to an important lesson.  Surround yourself with positive people/environment.  I know the gym inside looks real nice.  It's brand new and millions of dollars was dumped into it.  For a few dollars a month, I can be a part of it!  No, I will never have millions of dollars of my own to invest in something like this; so why not just take whatever I can get!?  I really hope I make a move and signup.  Will it be too much work?  Will I regret having to spend the time and money!?  Will I regret having to spend the extra gas money?  Will I go back to just sleeping my mornings away?  How will I know I will progress?  I want to be able to change my habits.  I want to be able to change my mind.  I want to be able to wake up in the morning and not dread working for money.  Can joining a fancy new gym really help me on my quest to battle my laziness?  The fact that I don't want to give a damn!?  My negative attitude towards life itself!?  Will paying $30.99 a month do that for me!?  It may not be a perfect system, but it's worth a shot!  

Starting this Monday is my job again and for the rest of the week.  Yes, it's my work schedule.  Things don't change much.  I always work I guess.  I need the money.  I get to help people.  None the less, it's just another form of "The Grind".  It does get tiresome, and I do need to get some sleep right after.  It's always been the same story.  Nothing is new under the sun except for this newly established built gym with a swimming pool and sauna for $30.99 month.  Basically, it's like paying a dollar a day.  Yes, I can go every day but would have to sacrifice some sleep and having to wake up early.  Something I do want to experiment with is the effects of working out in the morning and going to work after.  This is a life long experiment that requires commitment.  No, it's not an easy thing to adopt.  It's just something I need to know.  It's something I need to try.  Yes, I'll be posting about it if I ever get to it.  It would be a big life change for me.

Thank you for reading!  I hope to post next time.  

Friday, April 1, 2016

Ever Feel Defeated? Inspiration Where Art Thou!?

Yup, there's nothing like having your weekends off only to amount to absolutely nothing.  Yes, it's that time of the month again where you just laze on the couch and go back to watching television or play on the computer.  I guess a lot of us fall in this category where we don't feel like working or just flat out don't give a crap about being productive in any way, shape, or form.  I can't deny the fact that I woke up this morning and just headed straight to my computer to repeat the same mistakes I've done so many times before.  I guess I just love playing and shopping on the computer as much as girls like to talk on the phone about random drama.

Well, I do know how people become successful or at least make a lot of money; but when it comes to myself I feel just as helpless as the average Joe.  It's always about the bigger picture.  I'm just one of the pieces to become successful.  Without a team or your significant other(s), you're basically stranded.  You need to network.  It's crucial to the success of any individual and/or persons.  At this time, it's apparent that I need to up my game and/or skill sets.  Although I'm a hard worker and try new things, it's probably because I'm not a very promising prospect to others in professional companies/fields.  Believe it or not people are slowly being replaced by technology and robots.  Do you think public school is going to fix this?  Do you think the education system even cares enough to change their current system to correct the problem of outsourcing?  Nope, it's not their job.  All they care about is standardized tests that has very little or no practical application to the modern day workforce.  If the student debt is past the trillion dollar mark shouldn't we all be doctors and lawyers by now?  Long story short, they don't care and some greedy, selfish group of people just wants to make more and more money.  As a result, it's pretty much left up to the hands of the individual to get their shit together.

Speaking of which, the only time these greedy, selfish money making people will even get out of their chair to do something is probably when there's a family health related issue.  You can't hide from healthcare.  It's a double whammy.  Now both the education system and the healthcare is corrupt with politics and the greed.  What else do we have at our disposal?  What else really matters to us as human beings?  Chasing around green pieces of paper?  As people and pigs, that's what we do best I guess.  That's what we all do.  In the end, we all just chase money around.  Some people believe in something called "Inspiration".  We can somehow achieve more.  We can be better.  We can be more.  Yes, we can; but it takes a lot more work than chasing dollar signs around.  I guess a lot of people are afraid.  They are afraid of working hard.  They just don't want to abandon their old lives of nothingness and hurt.  If that is all you know in life, then when the pain is gone it's like you're taking away something from them.  Yes, people are f*cked up in the head.  Some just don't like change.  Some just don't care enough to do anything.  I guess if we were all kids again, we would all be excited to do things, adventure, and learn!  As we got older, the thrill of life slowly faded away as the school system and society enforced their rules and regulations.  Eventually, you end up in a job you hate.  The only use for your paycheck is for paying bills.  Where is your life now?  Is this what the people really want?

I guess what I'm trying to say is that if we all stayed as children, we would all be more outgoing.  Being outgoing is not something that is taught.  Hell, you're not graded in class for being outgoing.  Fundamentally, being outgoing and excited about life or whatever your interests are is very important.  We're not all robots.  There is an element of human beings that is artistic or poetic.  There is a place to feel special in the universe we live in.  Unfortunately, we get older and try to live up to what the society wants all the time.  Can't we just be ourselves?  A lot of us are being ourselves and still turn out to be lazy degenerates.  What is the cure?  Why must people be lazy sacks of shit?  Is it in our food?  Is it in the water?  Blame our parents?  Is this just the American way of life?

By myself, may not be the right attitude or direction.  Maybe you need to always surround yourself with people in order to be productive?  I guess when we are alone, we just don't function the same way.  We take advantage of time being alone, because no one else cares but you.  You're not wasting anyone else's time being alone.  You're the only one there.  You have the option not to care.  If you're with someone else, it's harder.  You feel as though you may owe something or time to the other person.  To some degree, you have to treat them accordingly if they are friend or foe.  Being around others would naturally take up a lot of your own time as well as the other person's time.  Time just flies by doesn't it?

What else do I have to say other than to go out there and make more money?  It's rather gloomy outside, windy, and cold.  The weather may also affect what people are in the mood for.  As a result, going to the gym or running outside wouldn't really be very tasteful either.  None the less, I still go to the gym regardless of the weather.  Maybe, I'm just tired.  Maybe, I just need to rest up.

Thank you for coming and reading.  I will see you next time hopefully!