2020 Destroyed - Forever Homeless

Well, there you have it: I'm a homeless.  No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much time I spend, no matter how much I do, THEY will try their HARDEST to stick something up my ass.  Everyone, welcome to the ghetto.

Meh, whatever.  So you're poor.  I'm poor.  You are poor.  As Jesus put it don't bury your treasures on Earth for they are in Heaven.  I'm done.  I get it: We're poor people.  Whatever. 

Thank you for stopping by.  I hope you find something in life enjoyable that has nothing to do about money.  Peace. 

Moving Forward 2020

Yes, we got hit pretty bad; but in life it's not how hard you get hit, it's how you get backup and go back to doing your thing that is really important.  This is the cycle.  This is life.  This is the meaning of grit.  This is being able to see the light at the end of the tunnel.  If you can't get through tough shit, forget it, it's over.  Patience, perseverance, tolerance, etc. are all important factors in getting backup and trying again.  I don't know when we will get hit hard again.  It'll probably be really soon, but what I do know is you need to outlast the pain and suffering in finding your growth to reach your full potential as a human being.  The road ahead is not an easy one.  Please be advised to tread carefully. 

Well, it's back for me to work again.  Yup, no matter what happens it's "always" going to be waking up, rolling out of bed, putting on some clothes, and heading off to work until I drop dead or win the lottery, whichever comes first.  There's nothing to freak out about.  There's nothing here that you haven't seen before.  Yes, I'm going to work yet again and grinding out my hours.  This is what I got to do.  This is what I've become accustomed to.  This is life.  This is industry.  Welcome to the American industrial complex.     

Getting Hit Hard

Well, Kobi Bryant is now dead in a helicopter crash.  Although I have the luxury of not giving a fuck, Kobi never had the time of day to be fucking around.  Seriously, people are infinitely more worried and concerned about Kobi than me.  I have no idea why anyone would waste their time and energy on someone like me.  It's complete nonsense.  In any event, the world is getting hit real hard right now.  2020 is crapping out on us.  If all the good people are dying off, then we're just left with us assholes floating around.  Not very charming huh?  You see that pretty girl over there?  Too bad for her, because even if she consented and went on a date with me, I'm pretty fucking sure she wouldn't be going anywhere anytime soon.  In fact, she too would be trapped in the same matrix.  What's wrong with that?  People are assholes and will try to break things up.  In any event, it's just another day for me.  I didn't win the lottery folks.

Yup, it's back to my day job: Rinse, lather, and repeat.  Nothing to see here.  It's just another shit show.  We're not 5 years old anymore.  We've seen this shit day after day.  It's going to be a new day tomorrow.  Hopefully, it won't be another shit show staring me.  Thank you for stopping by.  See you next time! 

The War on Organic Life - Unleashing the Beast

To make a long story short, what do we hate the most when using our computer?  Yes, we get a virus that just comes out of nowhere.  We get malware, spyware, bloatware, and all kinds of crazy crap out of someone's heathenistic asshole.  So what do THEY do to kill us?  Yup, it's the beginning of a new era of the coronavirus spreading.  Like I've mentioned before, Lucifer is the artificial intelligence.  There's nothing we hate more than the ongoing spread of a new virus, except it's not within a computer.  Yup, the virus is affecting organic life itself.  

What is this connection between Lucifer and the Chinese?  Well, it has a lot to do with the light and darkness.  God created humanoids that resemble reptiles.  These are known as the reptilians.  Although a vast majority are in alignment with the dark side, the other half serves the light.  The Chinese share genetics from the reptilian lineage. The Chinese are originally from the Orion constellation.  

Out of the reptilian species, the Chinese represent the light, a golden energy if you will while the Draco represent the darkness.  Both sides have been at war with each other for eons.  Don't believe me? Why do you think there's always a dragon at a Chinese restaurant?  Because it's funny?  

This is from  the same story that continues to our modern time.  There is no denial that we have all seen these kinds of golden dragons at our local Chinese restaurants and Chinatowns.  In any event, what proof do we have of evil reptilians?  Where ever there is much hatred, anger, suffering, emotional toxicity, pedo, dark web shit, etc. you can expect THEM to be around.  Why so much hate?  Because THEY feed off of it.  THEY can't survive without feeding off of human suffering.  THEY will go to great lengths to create whatever they need to do to acquire it and usually it's the humans whom are the victims.  THEY are able to harness great amounts of this form of energy derived from human suffering called "LOOSH".  With their superior and vast intelligence in IQ, they are able to create spaceships and utilize them for their advantage.  For example, some of them specialize in toxic gas products that can be used to drop on unexpected human towns to change their neurological/biological chemical makeup to act more aggressively towards each other and create discord among themselves.  We've all seen people fighting and killing each other.  There's ton of evidence of that going on everyday but did you ever know why?  Yup, it was these demonic entities in the sky floating in cloaked craft creating toxins and shit to drop down and feed off of humanity's discord the whole time.  They can also influence the environment, food, water, air, radiation, etc.  They will allow humanity to live just barely enough to survive as long as THEY have enough control on them to use them for LOOSH/feed.  This is no different than how we use chicken, cows, and other animals for food.  Regardless of good or bad, everyone is pretty much fighting and eating the hell out of each other for survival.

Well, there you have it.  In a nutshell, I have pulled this material out of my ass and presented it to you like it's the absolute truth or something.  Like I said, I'm just one of many different perspectives of God's multiple personality video game like experience.  I just happen to be the homeless guy and this is what I've seen through the blind curtains.  You can say what you want, but in the end humanity as a whole is in fact suffering.  If you have ever wondered why the earth was so fucked up, my half assed explanation will serve you well.  There are also a ton of other side stories and different backgrounds regarding different races and peoples; but we are all on the same boat.  At some point in time, you really can't run from the truth anymore.  The reptilians are real, the Chinese are real, the Draco are real, and the rest of humanity needs to wake the fuck up.  

Thank you for stopping by.  No, please do not throw a tantrum.  No, please do not hate.  All I ask for is for everyone to be a little more open minded.  This has nothing to do with money.  This is what it is.  This is what is going on in the world.  I am only a messenger.  If you feel butt hurt for whatever reason, there's no point in attacking me or anyone else who may have come across similar information.  I hope there is a next time for me to share my point of view(s). Thank you.     

  

The Illuminati Confirmed

Yes, I knew the stock market was going to bleed red real quick after my last post.  THEY are watching.  THEY don't want me people like me to step up my game.  THIS is simply called POPULATION CONTROL.  I'm simply reading the narrative to my audience like a story book that can be simply understood on human terms.  THEY don't like PEOPLE.  THEY think of you and me like bottom feeders.  There exists a cosmic war between light and dark spanning thousands, if not billions, of years throughout different galaxies.  THEY call themselves the CABAL or ILLUMINATI.  Above all else, Lucifer remains on the top of this hierarchical power structure.  Demonic creatures of such lower density harness absolute power of darkness and are able to deploy their agendas regarding the destruction/control of the light beings.  There exists a wide range of different characters on the battle field whom are either are on one or the other side.  Some may even be converted and crossover after the realization of their wrong doing.  THEY come from a different galaxy, not of our own.  Like a different page from another book, they have found a way to infiltrate our's and wreak havoc on the innocent.

Am I being serious right now?  Look, I'm a homeless.  There's absolutely no reason why I should be making this stuff up.  I have no monetary gain from any of this shit.  I'm simply translating and telling a story about the universe we live in.  This is what I've found out over the years.  No, I'm not going to talk to you about Sponge Bob or Adam Sandler.  This material I'm pulling out of my ass is as serious as it gets. 

In any event, these negative entities are heavily aligned with the darkness and derive their powers from Lucifer.  This fallen angel of sorts is actually a computer artificial intelligence.  It has come to point that it's dangerously taking over that of the PRIME CREATOR, GOD.  So what the fuck is going on?  A long time ago, in an effort to combat boredom, God wanted to create an experience where HE would just live without knowing EVERYTHING because it was boring to be omniscient all the time.  As PRIMTE CREATOR, HE created everything and simply KNEW everything.  Like beating a game of Mario or solitaire a thousand times over and over again, where is the fun anymore?  In any event, what you see now is God's grand experiment of creationism: Every personality living in a computer simulation game.  Who knows how many different pages and characters have been created by God?  There may very well be millions of other different star systems, galaxies, and dimensions we don't know about.  As simple ordinary humans, we may never know this answer.  So when playing a video game who do we verse?  The computer AI right?  Yes, we've all played or see computer games and the enemy is usually the AI.  In a nutshell, it's the computer (Lucifer) versus humans.

If you pay attention to the market very closely it's Intel who is untouchable.  What did I say before?  Remember folks, Lucifer is an artificial intelligence.  Get it?  Intel = INTC.  This is not a coincidence.  This is not bullshit.  Lucifer is fucking alive.  I'm simply telling the story of man.  This is my role in THE MATRIX.  This is what I do in THE GAME. 

To deny me and what I've presented to you today as "knowledge" is to ignore one of many aspects of your higher self whom is connected between all of us.  One day, I hope to be more opened about my esoteric knowledge regardless of the potential haters out there.  Hate me if you want.  Throw a fit.  Throw something at me if you feel fit.  Again, there's no monetary gain from any of this.  Why you so mad?  The only thing constant in the universe is change.  This is simply another perspective of reality.  Everyone can learn something from someone else even if it's from the dumbest of all people.  

Thank you for stopping by.  I hope to post again.  I know the hate is real.  I know some of you can't handle this, but it's the truth (or at least as close to it as I can articulate in human conditions) . . . 

Something Worth a Damn

So why are we all working so hard?  Why do we grind for 40+ hours a week doing work we might otherwise not even care about doing given the choice?  There is no way in Hell am I a people person.  I simply lack the social networking skills of feeling comfortable with people and doing business without having to resort to violence or picking up a weapon, because I know most people don't listen and are cheap.  No, you don't have money. Please sit your ass down.  In any event, why do any of us care?  Do you care?  More importantly, do I even care?

I still don't get it.  Most people just don't make enough money to afford a home in New Jersey.  Do you have half a million dollars lying around to buy a home?  This is a lifetime deal.  A decision you can't afford to mess up and the key for you to live your own life.  This is an extremely expensive production for just you.  Can you afford to live a normal, independent life in a decent neighborhood free of crime and/or crazy shit?  These are fundamental questions that most people are afraid to answer.  If the answer is NO, you probably don't make enough money because your job sucks, you don't make enough money, or taxes just continue to take a chunk of it out.  No, I can't even afford it.  If I can't afford it, how the hell does everyone else do it?

To be realistic, most people will take out loans/mortgages to buy a home for themselves. The smarter ones will do a duplex setup and start renting out their units to potential clients after screening them.  If you are completely handicapped and devoid of being able to rent/sell out your property, you're basically fucked in America.  Congratulations on never selling your own property or renting out one of your units!  Welcome to shopping at Walmart!  I hope this is more of a suitable match up for your limited amount of intelligence.

So what if you fall in this boat of being fucked over by not being able to rent/sell real estate for whatever reason?  Well, there is always the stock market that's just a click away.  If you don't trust the stock market there are always ETF's/mutual funds to consider.  Look, if you were worth an actual damn you wouldn't have poor people problems.  Therefore, you have to do this shit if you want to find an independent life for yourself.  No, it isn't easy.  No, trusting and waiting for the government and affordable housing agencies to help you is going to take forever.  INVEST NOW AND CONTINUE TO FUCKING INVEST!



     

Grand Finale 2020 Edition

Well, now that I have hit what seems to be a climax on my journey using Vanguard index funds; the market will now most likely be on its feet, kneeling before impending doom.  Like I said, I'm a homeless.  This is probably the maximum amount of the money the universe will ever allow someone like me to uphold.  Sure, I'd love to at least get up to 6 figures; but I know my luck.  Chances are that we all will see a crash this year.  As I speak, China has unveiled some kind of super virus plaguing its nation and upsetting the stock market.  In any event, life continues.  Yes, I have started with $0 and have reached up here all by myself using the knowledge I have retained with the current foothold of industry grasping this planet by the genitals.  

So why don't I sell everything and move on with my life? Why don't I just go enjoy myself with my hard earned money?  Why not just walk away from the nuclear fallout while I'm ahead?  Do I like taking risks?  Do I believe I have a future?  Is there such a life outside of living in your parent's basement?  Is there more to life than  a 9-5 job?  In the end, I really wanted to find a way to escape out of the matrix that en prisons us all and one of the few ways of doing it was by continuing to invest regardless of the ups and downs of the stock market.  No, it isn't the smartest and most dynamic of strategies but that's me for you.  I can't perform and execute lightening trades with the fastest network of fiber optic cables.  Most importantly of all, I don't care enough.

This is it.  This is what my life boils down to.  I could care less about the drama.  All this shit just equates to a fund of $93,895.74, not even enough to buy a fucking house.  I have no idea why people would even talk about me other than for the sake of being a gossip whore.  No, talking about me won't get you very far.  In fact, I have no idea why the talking of me to this day continues to exist.   There is no way in hell I can afford a home for some girl/woman who wants to start a family.  I repeat, you are really screwed out of the good life if less than $100,000 is all you have in the bank.  There's nothing much else to talk about yet people always end up talking about me.  Jesus Christ, I'm broke.  Who cares?

In the end, I am a poor.  I could care less if the stock market blows up tomorrow.  No, I don't have a shiny new home for your daughter to be married.  No, there isn't a nice place for you to live.  Yes, life is a ghetto.  I don't have money. Please don't waste your time gossiping about me or some random ass girl I maybe with.  Trust me, there's very little or no monetary gain from any of this shit.  

Well, thanks for stopping by and reading my filth.  I hope to see you next time.  I know I won't be going very far.  Take care.   

     

Happy Birthday to Me

Hi Everyone,

I'm 35 years old now.  Well, I'm here to tell you if you ever just stood there and yelled at me for something stupid you have wasted your time.  

In the end, no one really cares except for the Mom.  Yes, we all want to have fun and do our own thing.  Yes, we all love money and shiny objects.  Yes, we all want to have new toys and games.  Unfortunately, it's the Mom who will submerge out of the dark abyss and make a big stink out of everything.  From your education, bank account, girlfriend, or whatever the hell that sparks interest in you, she will come flying at you and attack.  Quite frankly, I don't even give a shit anymore.  I'm too old for this shit. Mothers are very crazy ass people, because they care.  Caring comes with responsibility, regulation tons of rules/regulations, enforcing such things, and be an anal butthole for just about everything.  As I spend time writing this piece, I just feel like not caring.  What's the point?  I'm not the mother.  I could care less about whatever you are trying to instill in me because that is not who I am.  I will never be like you or whoever the hell it is you are trying to get me to be.  I would like to be true to myself as I much as I possibly can in this life.  I do not want to live a lie or be in debt just to fulfill your laundry list of things you want me to be and/or do.  

Well, life goes on and Chinese families continue to do this kind of shit everyday. Winning the lottery maybe the only viable solution at this point. . . 

0 views . . . I literally have 0 views.  I have hit rock bottom.  Zero fucks given, absolutely zero fucks.  Not even Google's black listing people are interested in banning me from the Adsense program.  Like a homeless on the street, I'm not even worth 1 second of their time.  Is this what I wanted in life?  

I could care less.  I don't care about my teachers growing up.  I don't care about taking care of my schoolmates.  I don't care about caring.  I don't care about a lot of things.  So why anything?  Who the hell contributed all this stuff if I don't give a shit?  

It behooves me to know who here has been taking care of me all this time?  Call it property taxes, the mayor, the school system, the industry, etc.  Whatever the hell it is, I've probably been draining the hell out of the system.  Does that mean the poor can't have fun?  Why not take advantage of these fine establishments already in existence?  

Being someone worth a damn is not easy.  I guess it just comes along with your personality.  No, it has nothing to do with money unless you're that type of lazy where you only do things because money is involved.  

Things that I've done and care about:

• Investing in the stock market
• Earn an income
• Report to school/work on time
• Go to the library and study
• Go to the gym and workout/swim
• Eating healthy/avoiding junk food 
• Walking 
• Practicing being frugal
• Actively staying away from loud assholes/pointless situation
• Sleep
• If all else fails, actively collect unemployment and take advantage of government programs
• Rinse and repeat

There are only a few things I actually care about and carryout doing.  The other stuff in life may just be a lot about daydreaming and fantasy stories.  In any event, I know I'm not a very good political candidate and trying to get people to gather up to form something of significance.  I just don't want that responsibility.  I just don't like it.  It's just not my thing.  Some people may call it LEADERSHIP.  The reality is PEOPLE WANT LEADERS.  Most people don't know what they want.  The only thing that may work for them is giving them a limited selection of things and going for it.  You have to create whatever it is, and then people start coming to you.  Not too many people want to hear about how hard you work.  They just want to see the results.  They just want to be able to consume or be serviced whatever your product is.  

If I were to die tomorrow, I wouldn't care much.  The stock market is still going on.  People are still making their money and paying their bills.  Nothing has been changed overnight.  I'm not responsible for creating a home for anyone.  I'm not responsible for writing any books.  I'm not responsible for creating wealth for anyone else.  I'm not responsible for a lot of things nor do I want to.  I also don't want to get involved.  The less involved you are with business, the less likely you can get sued for anything.  In fact, it's nice not having anything sometimes.  Who's going to get sued over being poor?  IT'S NOT WORTH IT; FUCK OFF. 

As you can see, someone like me just isn't worth it, not even worth hating.  Being worth a damn hasn't really been my thing in life.  In fact, if I could just win the lottery and make off, I'd be infinitely happy.  There are a lot of others like me.  It's no big deal really.  I fail to see why someone would take their time out of their day just to attack or cause discord.  Who the hell cares?  I sure as hell know I wouldn't care.  Sadly, some of us actually do care and make a big stink out of it.  It's true.  I maybe the only person who doesn't give a fuck; and THEY KNOW.  When they know or find out about you, you start getting customer complaints and stuff.  Leaders and teachers know and pick up this kind of attitude instantaneously like they actually give a fuck.  Well, when you're actually doing a good job at whatever, you get less complaints and better income opportunities.  

 I'm going to enjoy whatever little time I have left on my birthday.  In fact, it already looks dark outside.  Huh, even though no one probably read my article today, I'm happy for doing it.  I love writing and expressing the truth that comes out of me.  I mean what if I had a million dollars to spend freely under my belt?  Would my life be any different?  Would I come back here and report amazing things?  Instead of harboring all this doom and gloom stuff, maybe I can come back with a sense of amazement and wonder.  When things are pleasant, people come over and have a good time.  Sorry no, being a crazy Chinese dragon mom doesn't cut it.  Sadly, this is what happens to a lot of parents when they get old.  Their kids drop them off at a nursing home and leave them there.  

As my time here is almost over, I say FUCK IT ALL and GOOD BYE!    

There's no such thing as a DIVIDEND KING

One of my grand experiments was to live off of dividends from stable funds. Again, I don't care about the bullshit and lip talk and just want to dive into the actual research and results.  Using my own monies of about $50,000 and investing it into various Vanguard ETF funds, all I got out of it was $764.30 worth of dividends for 2019.  For example, for every $50,000 you are putting into Vanguard, you will only get about $764 per year worth of dividends.  There's just no way in Hell, you can get rich off of dividends alone and live a passive income lifestyle.  Time and time again shows us the #1 Rule in life: YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR A LIVING! You'd have to have to be a millionaire to be living off of dividends alone!  

The above are the exact details of all the Vanguard ETF's I purchased, held on to, used for dividends.  After all is said and done, gaining $764.30 for the whole year isn't going to save my ass from working a 9-5 job.  For the love of God, keep your day job!  On the other hand, earning an income off of the total growth of each ETF may be a more sustainable business model for the average person.

Well, I just wanted to post something of interest for the New Year.  I don't want to continue to be broke or living someone else's life as a lie.  This is reality I am dealing with.  There are poor people  everywhere, and I really don't want to be one of them.  

Thank you for visiting.  Happy New Years to all my readers!