Yes, it's been over a year since I've filed a new unemployment claim, yet again. Now, I'm on my path of recovery. I'm continuing my CAT SCAN internship at a nearby hospital. As I am trying to resist from going back to old bad habits like sitting around playing video games, taking ridiculous long naps after eating, watching a porno, engaging in online shopping, or any other time wasting activity; I am making an attempt to continue blogging and keep a record of what the hell is it that I am doing each and everyday with my free time. That is just what it is: Free time. I am free to do whatever the hell I want. I am not heavily restricted by work hours or anyone having to watch over my shoulder constantly. We all wished we had a little more free time to ourselves.
. . . With all this free time, the next thing you know I have to work again . . .
Where did it all go wrong? Well, I always found the feelings of security and progress in the school system. But guess what? Everyone eventually graduates and you're on your own. At some point, there will be no more teachers and parents helicoptering parenting you every step of the way. So what's left really? Yup, it's not what you know; it's who you know. The kids who get jobs early on have parents and friends who are already connected to the system in some way, shape, or form. The connections you form with other people matter. Unfortunately, I'm a robot and only want to work. You can be hardworking, but the ones who do get the jobs are more open and friendly to other people.
So much bullshit involving people, miscommunication, human errors, people getting randomly hurt/sick, drama, old age, wasting time, etc. When all is said and done, I'm just happy to go home to my paycheck at the end of the week. I don't care. If I don't have money, it's probably because I didn't work hard enough for it or didn't react fast enough to predict any potential risk(s) and/or imminent downfalls to investing.
It just turned 7:30 PM and it's already pitch black outside. Where did the time go? I was worried about not getting enough sleep as soon as I drove back home from the hospital (internship) around 3:30 PM and now it's already dark outside. What in the hell happened?
. . . Time is up . . . No more bullshit. Just wake up in the morning, go to work, do your thing, work, work, and work some more, and go home. Also, make sure you don't get any fatter while on the job. This pretty much sums up what success means in America. Well, so long for taking care of yourself and your well being. Sacrifices must be made to ensure that paycheck of yours. This is not Europe or even Mexico. People who work don't get naps or long vacations. People work like dogs in America just to survive. It's a terribly unbalanced system of life or death. It's no wonder why the hospital(s) is always full patients. It's a double edged sword. On one side, you always have business and money flowing in. On the other, you have tired, overworked employees. What else is there more to say?
I hope to see you all next time. Take care and peace out!
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