Well, here is my most recent video I made about the Marvel Legends Iron Man Electronic Helmet.
You can watch it. I can definitely improve on the quality and sound. Unfortunately, I need to reduce everything just so I can upload it without it taking a day or two. I'm lacking high speed internet, so I have to do whatever just to keep up with the John's. Actually, my housing development doesn't support Verizon Fios. None the less, I continue to try posting something up.
After pledging I would do a better job at youtube, here are my current results! I have a total estimated review of a whopping 4 cents and a total of 41 cents using Google AdSense!
There is absolutely no need for me to feel paranoid. I'm probably one of the least watched people on the planet. I repeat, there is very little or no need for me to be paranoid. It's perfectly clear that people don't want to watch me. Even if I'm actually trying to entertain or audition, I've never made money out of it whatsoever. Whatever it is that I've used to make people laugh, it was out of pure comedy and not money. I don't make people laugh for money. Yes, I do make people laugh at times, but I've never made a dollar from it. One of my hidden talents is that people can burst out of sudden laughter in my presence, but I don't do it for money. I don't harness money from making people laugh. Laughing is something I can make people do, but it has nothing to do with money. It's more of a spiritual thing to make people feel good or loosen up without having to invest in drugs or alcohol.
As for my ego, I did what I could do. I'm proud of whatever videos I've got to upload with the time I had. Unfortunately, I suffer the same problems everyone else has trying to make an income. No, I didn't spend any real money filming or uploading my videos. I got to learn a lot, but I still want to learn more. I want to improve myself. Someday, I want to find some kind of substantial income making youtube videos. Am I anywhere near that step? I still have a long way to go. I'm glad I have the opportunity, but it's up to me if I continue to act like this is a joke or not. I want to take responsibility and make something of myself on youtube as though this was as serious as going to school or a job. Yes, it'll take a lot more work and effort than whatever I'm putting in now. Yes, I do need better equipment. It is possible within my reach, but I need to try harder. Now, I know I'm not delusional. These things take a lot of time and effort. Nothing will make you an overnight success unless you win the lottery. If nothing else works, work harder.
Thank you for reading! I hope to see you next time!