Sunday, April 26, 2020

Thankful and Being Grateful for 2020


I may very well never even be noticed.  You may very well call me "Mr. Nobody".  I am that unsung hero who no one gives a crap about.  An individual may very well save the world, but who'd care?  The President of the United States or some Hollywood celebrity would mostly likely get all the credit for it anyways.  What's the point if no one gives a damn?  I mean it's a thankless job.  What do you get out of something for doing good work?  Why not just be born into a wealthy family?  Why must we work so hard for something/someone who'd treat us like crap?  I guess most mothers are able to relate.  You give birth to a baby, you take care of the baby, the baby yells/screams/beats the shit out of you/etc.  What do you have to show for taking care of a child?  At the heart of it, it's the practice of unconditional love.  Being a higher power means that you care regardless of any reward or personal benefit.  By just having a good work ethic, having a backbone, and a strong character will make others notice you're around.  No, it's not about fame and fortune all of the time.  Again, no mother really gives birth to a child to get famous.  I can only imagine how unappreciative, salty, and unforgiving life can be at times.  So what really matters?  Why do any thing if no one is going to give a damn?

Well, if you don't give a damn you're not going to give a damn.  This is the true meaning of a sociopath, just going about your day and doing whatever to get your biweekly paycheck.  After a while, you just feel like a robot.  The key element(s) that separates us from being man or machine is the ability to feel thankful, to feel grateful, to be able to appreciate what we have.  If you had a choice would you be a famous actor or a Christ like figure in some random church somewhere no one would ever really care much about?  If no one is going to see you on film or who cares?  Are we all just a bunch of attention seeking whores?  What value to we offer to not only ourselves but to others?  Where is the love?  Where is the compassion?  I mean would anyone care if you saved 10 random ass villages in Africa?  What's the point of doing all this hard work if no one will give you the time of day for recognizing your contributions to the world?  Why are only evil ass mother truckers recognized throughout history?  Who wants to be the good guy when no one will care about you after you're gone?

Am I doing this all for free stuff!?  Jesus Christ, I need help.  I need help.  I would like to know why we do anything other than "for money" or "to get things".  From birth we are hard wired by society to "do things" just so we can "get things".  This logic is fundamentally highly flawed.  Why can't we think in terms of good? That we do acts of kindness out of love or compassion, because we care?  We do things, because we care; not because we want something in return.  We care for children, the sick, or the elderly because we give a damn.  When love is at the core of why we do anything, all things are possible.  Money, material gain, fame, and fortune is just a byproduct coming from that love and compassion that we have internally that extends outwardly.  When we love what we do, wealth will follow; but when we try to chase wealth love will not follow very long.  We have our moments of grabbing and taking things, but a true foundation of wealth first starts from within; everything else comes secondary.  When you are lost in a sea of haters, just remember to love yourself.  Being able to love yourself is one of the hardest things to do.  You can't really love anyone/anything else for long if you don't love yourself first.  Yes, we do a lot of things to get our minds off of ourselves, but there comes a time it's just going to be you by yourself.  Love will unlock and melt away all obstacles and answer all the questions you may have.  No, it's never easy.  Sometimes, you may very well just find it much easier to not give a fuck.  After everything is all said and done, no one is ever going to really give a fuck other than yourself.  So what if there is a higher being watching over us and giving out and taking away brownie points?  In that case, just be yourself.  The ball is your in your court.           


Have a great day everyone!  Nothing makes me more happy in the moment than grabbing free stuff.  The other day they were giving out "free"S tar Bucks and McDonald's to healthcare works.  If it is one thing I care about, it's getting free stuff.  No, no one has to know about this ordeal; but I feel the rush of it coursing through my veins like a drug.  If it's free, it's for me! 


   

   

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